1/06/2006
SCRIB-REF--ClassGrowsDullThankYou
Class grows dull and I decide to transvilliate into a
caterpillar, a shiny, slightly fuzzy violet caterpillar
with a dainty little row of delicate pink feet and
black antennae. My cocoon will be brilliantly
purple with small, black markings.
Ate ‘shrooms with Dan Saturday night. He tripped,
and of course, I didn’t. We actually ate
them, foul as they were, and I even drank a
couple huge glasses of orange juice
‘cause Dan said that would help. I don’t
know which was more disgusting. I was
hoping he’d want to go somewhere ‘cause
we’d talked about going to a carnival, but
he just wanted to kick back in my room
and listen to the music he’d brought over.
I’ve decided he’s boring. Damn it, I
want to date someone kinky! Someone
I can be friends with and hang out
with and be intimate with that doesn’t
want a harem, family, or cult, but that
I can also play around with safely, knowing
we’re both enjoying it. Someone that would
spank me if I ask them to or pull
my hair, what little there is left.
And who can also be comfortable enough
to be able to show me what they
want, what I can do to please them, and
who will know a lot and maybe be a little
formal or Old Guard, I don’t have a
problem kneeling, serving, using protocol,
in appropriate situations, but who
can also just kick back with a couple
friends to hang out and bullshit. Someone
I can be social with without their demenour
being so....so controlling that I seem to
be in an abusive relationship. I want
someone my friends can be friends with,
someone who’s okay with my sexuality, and is
at least a little older than me and
attractive. And healthy. And independant,
they don’t need to be rich or
anything, just able to pay for their own
meals and cigarettes, and have their own
place, or live with roommates, not parents.
Oh, and a sense of humour. Okay, yeah,
it’s a tall order. But I want it.
And if I can’t have that, I want a
nice summer day on the beach with friends,
with good clean E and pot brownies,
playing in the sand and sun water, just a
fun friends together sort of time. Either
or both those things would make an
excellent birthday gift, hint hint gods.
Thank You. ¶ 5:42 AM
caterpillar, a shiny, slightly fuzzy violet caterpillar
with a dainty little row of delicate pink feet and
black antennae. My cocoon will be brilliantly
purple with small, black markings.
Ate ‘shrooms with Dan Saturday night. He tripped,
and of course, I didn’t. We actually ate
them, foul as they were, and I even drank a
couple huge glasses of orange juice
‘cause Dan said that would help. I don’t
know which was more disgusting. I was
hoping he’d want to go somewhere ‘cause
we’d talked about going to a carnival, but
he just wanted to kick back in my room
and listen to the music he’d brought over.
I’ve decided he’s boring. Damn it, I
want to date someone kinky! Someone
I can be friends with and hang out
with and be intimate with that doesn’t
want a harem, family, or cult, but that
I can also play around with safely, knowing
we’re both enjoying it. Someone that would
spank me if I ask them to or pull
my hair, what little there is left.
And who can also be comfortable enough
to be able to show me what they
want, what I can do to please them, and
who will know a lot and maybe be a little
formal or Old Guard, I don’t have a
problem kneeling, serving, using protocol,
in appropriate situations, but who
can also just kick back with a couple
friends to hang out and bullshit. Someone
I can be social with without their demenour
being so....so controlling that I seem to
be in an abusive relationship. I want
someone my friends can be friends with,
someone who’s okay with my sexuality, and is
at least a little older than me and
attractive. And healthy. And independant,
they don’t need to be rich or
anything, just able to pay for their own
meals and cigarettes, and have their own
place, or live with roommates, not parents.
Oh, and a sense of humour. Okay, yeah,
it’s a tall order. But I want it.
And if I can’t have that, I want a
nice summer day on the beach with friends,
with good clean E and pot brownies,
playing in the sand and sun water, just a
fun friends together sort of time. Either
or both those things would make an
excellent birthday gift, hint hint gods.
Thank You. ¶ 5:42 AM
