Future Framed 01.21(?).2000
12.23.2004



I spent the night at Sir's house
last night and dreampt, when I woke I
tried to fix it in my mind until I
should have a chance to write it down.

I dreampt Sir was going to cane me,
and I was frightened of it, and
both of us had our hands outstretched
and between them feel a series of
frames of pictures, like frames of a movie,
almost, in a pattern like this


-- n --
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only much longer. And
all the frames on the downward side of
the V showed me getting more and more
into the submissive role, starting at a
point a few minutes from what we were
actually doing, so that Sir was caning me
as he'd been about to do. And I could see
me in the frozen frame and realized I'd
be allright, since after all it was
my own future I was seeing. And then
I looked at the others all the way to
the point in which I was just
sort of kneeling with an enigmatic,
almost cat-like sort of smile. And
totally balanced and at rest, like I
was in a place that was perfectly
aligned. The frames going back up
showed me taking on more and more
of a Dom mode, but those were
less focused and harder to see. It was
just so cool though, all those frames
hanging tangibly in the space between us,
I remember thinking in my dream that
it was almost like a pack of
cards suspended in midair. And I
want to remember this dream as
clearly as possible, because I woke
up feeling very comforted from it.
So often I seem to get dreams
of messages for other people, it
was extraordinarily nice to have one
for myself.  ¶ 9:56 PM