Waking Nest Today I got up from a couch instead of a bed which I shared with with 'Vestry-bear and a doubled-over sheet and a winnie-pooh pillowcase and comforter set and no Cy-dog or sean was there or had been more recently than last night nor was there any reason to expect him back. 4:30 no longer brings the wince of of Sean's return and my door no longer locks me in. I miss Sean and also I miss being alone.  ¶ 4:57 PM