There's this weak shivery feeling all over me and I think maybe it's 'cause I haven't ate anything yesterday or the day before and haven't eaten yet today and I really just want to curl up in someone's arms short of that pulling my sleeping bag over my head with my doggy on one side of me and teddy bear on the other and the blankie under my head and warm flannel on my face would be so perfect but it never happens like that in real life because I always bang my head on the nightstand and the sleeping bag is usually cold until sometime in the middle of the night when I wake up sweating kicking blankets off me and then my hair gets stuck on a zipper which hurts a lot but I'm just so tired and I want someone to hold me and no-one can and I wish I had an extra pair of arms to hold myself with but it wouldn't be the same.