There's this weak shivery feeling all over
me and I think maybe it's 'cause I haven't ate
anything yesterday or the day before and haven't
eaten yet today and I really just want to
curl up in someone's arms short of that
pulling my sleeping bag over my head with my
doggy on one side of me and teddy bear on
the other and the blankie under my head and
warm flannel on my face would be so
perfect but it never happens like that in
real life because I always bang my head on
the nightstand and the sleeping bag is
usually cold until sometime in the middle of
the night when I wake up sweating
kicking blankets off me and then my hair
gets stuck on a zipper which hurts a lot
but I'm just so tired and I want someone
to hold me and no-one can and I wish
I had an extra pair of arms to hold
myself with but it wouldn't be the same.
