Private Fantasies
I hung out with Brian at Denny's some nights ago and he made some reference to my being "sexually ravenous" he said it laughingly but it caught me up and I tried to argue it was untrue, but he was not dissuaded. Is it some pubescent fantasy or a fair description? I don't consider myself a nympho or anything. I've gone months without masturbating....obviously I'm disturbed by this. More than I should be, mayhaps. I've been a virgin off and on for years. A tricky phrase, that. A woman at work yesterday refused to be convinced I wasn't British. I ended up telling the usual story about being brought up in a private school where most of the teachers were British, letting the listener assume a mysterious boarding academy. Why bother with saying things when people are so overwilling to project their own private fantasies onto you?